Kari,
I still love you. I think about you every day and I try my best not to show it. I’m dying every day without you and thought you will probably never read this I just want you to know that I will never stop loving you. I gave you my heart and thought I feel empty inside without you. I don’t want it back because my heart will always, no matter what, belong to you. I told you I loved you now and forever and I meant ever single word of it. I’ve tried to tell myself I didn’t and move on, and that works for a while but not for long. I find myself thinking about all the good times we had. The slug bug wars, taking pictures, the sims and your need to put your feet in the seat. I miss the day on the beach and all that I thought we were. I know that we weren’t perfect by a long shot, but we were perfect in my eyes, YOU are still perfect in my eyes and that wont change. Kari Lynn Powell I love you, forever and always. I know you won’t and can’t return those feelings and I do hope you are happy now, really you being happy is all that I should want, but it’s not. I want you to be happy, but I want you to be happy with me. And I know that is selfish, and stupid but it’s true. I miss your hugs, your amazing hugs that would make me feel better no matter what, and that smile that could light up my world and make me feel like I was flying. And your kiss, the softest, most loving kiss. I love how you always knew what was wrong no matter what. I could use your advice right about now. I miss you and though you won’t read this I just wish for your happiness in life with whatever you plan on doing. I love you forever and always.
Austin

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